Dear old friend

Remember how you used to be my best friend?
how could you manage to become the one who hurted me the most?
how could you bring out the worst in me?
how did you manage to become just a someone i knew one day?
i hate the fact that you are about to become someone who dosen't matter to me any more.
i don't want this to happen but i'm not hating it  for your sake 
but for me. i want you to matter. i want to be able to hate you.
but i can't do any more effort to keep a place for you in my life.not anymore.
it's all up to you now